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Dating Diary 1988 part3

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eaten that much- talk about wallowing in self pity.
Later,
I feel better.(mentally, physically, I feel worse-my cold is
worse!) coughing like crazy. I was extremely lazy and didn’t do
a thing. (except read listen to music ans tuff my face) that’s
all I guess for today. Bye
Dear Diary, 10/23/88
I smell a fish! I called Chris and his father said he was out
shopping at the mall with a friend. Sick my foot! I wouldn’t’
have midned if he just said, “I don’t want to do anything this
weekend! Ihave wash to finish. Later.
Well, we were going to go to the Diamond mall but It was too
late when we left so we went to Westbend mall. I looked for
Chris, but I didn’t find him. He probably already left. I got
3 tapes and a record and got Katie’s present.
I called Chris. I told him about a magazine I saw that was just
about sports cars (or was it special cars?) he said he’d check
it out. He said he got a new tape and 2 new magazines. He went
to the mall with his sister’s boyfriend, sooo I didn’t tell him
I was mad, okay, slightly jealous? Oui, Madame! All right, I had
better get to bed. Bye!
Dear Diary, 10/24/88
I did fail all my tests! But I got a 5 instead of a zero on my
algebra and I got a 4 in English and got a 52 (a 52? A 52! You
idiot!) On my french test funny thing is Amy got a 54 and Mme.
Riese told HER she needed help after school!
Now isn’t that ironic! I’ll write later when I have more to say.
Chris isn’t home so I haven’t talked to him. Weather lately has
been Horrible! This weekend had better be nice. U’m hoping
Sunday we can go to the cliffs. Saturday after work we’re going
to the mall. (Diamond or Ridgefield, mom isn’t sure yet.)
I have some sort of rash on my face, cuz its itching like crazy.
Gotta go now, later!
Dear Diary, 10/25/88
Today was much better. I got a 83 on my chem. Test- I did even
better than Marie! Then I got a 20 out of 20 on my algebra test
and tied with Jared! Chris is at a friends house so if he calls
I’ll write more later.
Dear Diary, 10/26/88
I just finished talking to Chris. Can you believe he knows all
you know? I read him this. (Yes, I am crazy) the play was
fantastic (I never thought Shakespeare was sucha comedian)
[Midsummer Night’s Dream] I talked to Polly while waiting for
dad to pick me up. She liked the poem I wrote:
The romantic things you say and do
Endear you to my heart
And because I love you
I hope we’ll never part.
For my darling that I care
More than words can say
You and I are the perfect pair
And I hope we’ll stay that way.
In Hartford, we were an hour early so we could do what we
wanted. Chan and I went downtown to a mall, which is next to G
Fox and Sage Allen. That was fun. Chris told me he bought that
magazine. He said it was good. This really hurts. Yeah it
bothers me but it gets worse when I realize that it isn’t really
(I mean it is but he can’t help the way he feels) fault. Like
Phil Collins says “you can’t hurry love”. I told Chris he
ought to be privileged to read this (well, hear it) he said it
was mainly about him anyway. Hah! That’s the reason why! Most
people wouldn’t let other people know how they feel. That’s my
big problem. I show too much—then people step where they
please. Katelyn doesn’t bother me anymore. Its like she does’t
like me, but a familiar face is better than none.
The newspaper’s getting nowhere-fast. We better hurry! I asked
Chris if he wanted to do anything. He said his normal response,
“I don’t know” I asked him about going to the cliffs, he
replied, “Are you nuts?” I retorted “I thought I already told
you I was crazy.” I’m getting tired (too much in one day) bye
bye!
Dear Diary, 10/27/88
Its about 8:30. We had our Algebra test today. I read today that
High Mountain Rangers is supposed to be back in January.
Chris wasn’t home. In CPR today, Josh asked how he was, I said
he’s fine, then he asked have you had sex with him! I told him,
quote, “That my dear, is none of your business.” He said I was
two timing him (Chris) by calling him (josh) dear! Then he
hasked ifwe’ve hissed. Beth broke in then ad said Josh wanted me
and Josh said oh, yeah, I want your body, Michelle. I told him I
wouldn’t touch him with a ten foot pole.
Aunt Laura sent me some more Rose petals (dried this time) now I
have 2 ½ big jars or rose petals. I have to dry more apples too.
Somebody recently asked me what it ws like, being in love. I
told her it was like a roller coaster. One minute you’re up so
high because you know he loves you and you love him and it’s
such a good feeling (him love me? Well, not yet.) the next
minute you’re as far down as you can go because you miss him.
God is that True! I’ve got to go to bed. Swimming tomorrow (oh,
brother) bye!
Dear Diary, 10/28/88
We’re still not sure about this weekend. I hope I will be
ale to go to his house. I called him, but he was eating so he
called me back. When we had to get off I asked him if he missed
me—he said he couldn’t say. I asked him if his brother in law
was there, and he said yes. I asked him to say yes he missed me,
or no, he didn’t. He said yes. I got a 62 on my algebra test- I
passed my English test and I think I did okay on my French test.
Its past 10 and I have to be to work by 8 so I had better go.
But before I do…Linda and Lianne are now officially co-editors
of the newspaper—Damn! Here I was working my ass off for
nothing! Well, damn it, they can have the fucking position! Now
I have free time to work after school if I damn please. Yes! It
does bother me! They’ve known for over a god-damned month! They
didn’t’ want to hurt my feelings (oh, please!) if that were
true, they wouldn’t have done it in the first place! This was my
last change for the academy. They didn’t realize that I needed
something really good for my resume. I love Writing! Writing is
one of the most important things that I do! It is one of the few
that people respect me for. “Oh, you can still be Assistant
Editor.” Big whoppdy-shit! Yeah, I’m pissed. I’ve wanted this
for sooo long—well fine they can be that way, I’m sick of the
whole damn school. When will they see me, and not what they want
to think! I was this close to quitting the newspaper but I’ve
worked too long and hard on this. Every damn last one of them
can go to hell, including Lianne.
I feel much better. Linda’s like “don’t cry” damnit, I will if
I want to. Maybe it isn’t that important to her, but it was to
me. I’m not going to let them have the satisfaction of known
how hut I am. Damn and these are supposed to be friends? Gotta
go. Seeing Chris tomorrow.